After saw many professional projects online, I tried to make this project a bit slower and make sure the detail looks fine. Then I found out why people said handmade project has it's own soul, because it connects with the creator's spirit.
What were you thinking when you were crocheting?
What kind of mood were you when you did this project?
Before this project I was just want to make something, and now I observe my inner feeling.... I know why people call it crochet therapy now. :)